A hopeless romantic and not so tidy-whities

My heart cracked 
when I found out
she lived 
a half a world away.

What a funny time we live in 
when you can develop a crush 
on someone who lives 
a half a world away.

I guess there is also the chance
that behind that picture
of dark hair, sexy lips,
and come get me eyes
is a middle aged fat man
somewhere in Ohio
wearing not so tidy-whities
and eating cheese puffs.

Hold the reality.
I’ll have a double shot
of fantasy.
Being a romantic
really sucks sometimes.

 

 

Jay Levon

Dance For A Sun

You’ve been skidding around me

for a few months.

Not enough for me to pull you

like a curtain, towards me,

but plenty to feel you are

tied to the piece of string around my neck

a noose of pirated thoughts,

just for you.

I’ve watched you in a clumsy

shamanic trance,

but it is not going to bring you closer.

Not if you keep slipping,

each stumble locking you

deeper and deeper into the ice.

Where I cannot go.

 

 

 

Valentina Cano

I Am the Most Prized of the Bridegrooms

Hell you call for me and

Hell I will follow you to

You and back

And I’ll befriend the demons and

Greet the popes and

Kiss Satan my betrothed

When he comes to me as a

Hunter returns with the

Horn of plenty

 

I am glad and alive with the bloat of love

 

Luke Weldon

pelicula. a pussycat splendor. 3 chapters

1.

a soft skin for
a soft silence for
a bitter calm
between between
diced radioactive music tones
accentuating
the atonal squeals on video
in reality it was a diary

mist soaks a baggy black suit
hazy hazy
closing doors
revenge revenge
it walks away
leaving leaving
and they go away

a child kneeling in shadows they
go away
the morbid discharge
the deceitful demon
their happiness was just a python constructed of nails
glowing in the backdrop at the end of the street
gently slithering forward

her eyes locked on the target of
her love. no gaze returned. a monster
smiled at the irony and at the soft tingle freeze in her spine
crawling crawling
a pleasure from a bomb,
scare streets scream

tactics were none
her plans left to fester
no silence she
grabbed atonal music, just energy medicine
a monster is clad in steel
she’s in latex
she’s in leather
her eyes burned and
flexed as her missals smoldered wet
fetishes with sweat

she talked about traveling.
a beast called her home again
now to rest
to “be in peace” inside.
she couldn’t.

left to write
to create a sight
a monster hidden from
a memory recalled.

the floor squeaked.
her fur burned as her fingernails itched
a woman was reflected in the cracked glass
and she touched it deeply for a connection

a face underneath the
wood a mildew
a rotten
a touch for
a tomb
a barter for the infernal

 2.

don’t forget to
say your prayers
black eyeshadow
black mascara
3 times before you sleep.
on your knees as the nuns spake
before you sleep ask
to be forgiven
let us now praise
illicit dreams

a monster doesn’t want it if she can’t
have it
blackness crescendo as she (her back to the
wall) licks her lips
chapped with

craving languidly
fingering an image
not responding.

toys couldn’t quite accept
a satisfying feeling of punishment
from a magick lantern.

(the syringe prevented him from
being susceptible to physical experiments)
The clinical authors ordered to reduce her
he died in another glass shattering scream.
and was hidden about his life
under two more quick bursts,
under two more assertions.

 3.

she wants it to be cloudy today
and to rest and to rest some more
they could not help both of her
“this summer it will be different:
surf-city/ nathan’s hot dogs/ and bicycles”

 

Peter Marra

a night at the greyhound.

the pain sluts huff paint

while the bitchwhipping

continues – just because it

hurts doesn’t mean i

don’t want it bad. i’m exploring

the pomegranate to find

a new kind of evil.

dig a little deeper, baby

you might make me cry –

every interaction is serious.

step away from the counter.

 

you may catch more flies

with honey, but the last time

i put cunt juice behind

my ears the chick next

to me pulled a root. but

dogs behave badly anyway

and i’m too miserable to

masturbate unless it’s to a

nasty rape scenario –

everything looks better

in black and white.

step away from the counter.

 

there are things i can’t catch

in a butterfly net, but i love

my answering machine.

bad news delivered through

a sieve, recorded to play

over and

over and

over and

over and

over –

“you are not included.”

step away from the counter.

 

 

having time on my hands i

teach myself to piss

standing up, but it’s just a case

of renaming my dead horse

to flog it for marketing purposes,

of looking for clues after

the crime’s been solved.

so sew my lips shut and

call me silent susan –

i’ll have my day in the

coroner’s court.

step away from the counter.

 

 

i’m in the pursuit of happiness

but he’s a fucken fast runner

in the moment between

the screech and the crash,

with bed partners as

temporary as my sanity

it’s not until i’m at the top

of the silo that anybody’s

interested in my victim

impact statement. this

could only have been

painted by a mad man.

step away from the counter.

 

Roxy Contin

wild at heart.

dismounting the last train

to walk the secret paths of memory and longing,

turning in circles around the real issue,

which is forgetting.

and the moon will supervise the exorcism

as you laugh with the junkies and cry with the

saints when you know it should be the other way round,

but it’s like walking up a really steep hill, or a

dingo, all you want is to be wild at heart.

 

Roxy Contin